All by myself

The day finally arrived. I said my goodbyes to hubby, gave him a great big hug & well this is it!

Me & Luke.... okie so far he's doing ok. sound asleep. while he is at that, quickly take the laundry out to hang so that i could quickly make some breakfast. And THEN.... luke decides to wake up & make his presence known. Didn't manage to grab a single bite. It was time to feed but he wasn't latching on well. Try all sorts of position but he didn't seem to be suckling. Okie... take a deep breath & try again. No, not working... did he soiled his nappy? no... Aarghhh... his wail is becoming louder. Okie nevermind... just take it easy. Well let's try rocking him to sleep again. He wriggles & wiggles to show his discomfort. These lasted for several hours & finally too tired, baby fell asleep in my arms.

Hubby called to ask how i was doing. "Not good", i said. "When would you be coming back? Soon?" I didn't want to worry him too much but i really wanted him to be around home and soon.