Back to work

Sob, sob... i missed my wong jun. It was the first day back to work after 3 whole eventful long months.
Bb luke was by now a little more manageable. We were getting the hang of things & suddenly having to go back to work & leaving him behind seemed so cruel.
There were mixed feelings of guilt.
As i arrived at his nanny's place, unbuckled his seat belt, the tears just rolled down uncontrallable. Blame it on the hormones, but i just couldn't switch off the tap.
Once again, God prepared a wonderful nanny to take care of bb luke. She gave me reports on how he was doing throughout the day via sms & it felt so reassuring.
I still miss luke now when i go to work but well, i know that he is in good hands.